Arbitgiri

Note to Myself (19/12/10)

2010-12-18T11:00:00.000-08:00

"Wisdom is to live your life, act and exist in a compassionate way. I am foolish as everyday it's a battle between my Ego and compassion.

I hope of becoming a wiser person one day, with my Ego losing more often to my ability to be compassionate."

Note to Myself(23/07/09)

2009-07-23T09:58:00.000-07:00

"The biggest victory for anyone is to concur himself. The biggest loss is when one starts accepting other's definition of oneself.

Afterall what loss can be bigger than losing oneself, yet staying alive"

Notes To Myself( 08/10/08)

2008-10-08T03:28:00.000-07:00

"Sometimes accepting your weakness can be more empowering than knowing your strength.

For past 25 odd years, I had been running after things (money,IIT-Degree,career) which were supposed to provide me freedom. Now I have started wondering if, on contrary, I am getting more bounded each passing day with each of my newer achievements.

Real freedom lies in what I lose and not what I gain."

Notes To Myself(24/09/08)

2008-09-24T03:43:00.000-07:00

"People in general finds it harder to accept love than to give it. And it holds true even for the self love.We find it harder to accept love from ourself,then to love ourself.No wonder then why most of us suffers from low self esteem,are so fragile and gets hurt so easily.

Till lately I used to think expressing love is hardest"

Notes To Myself(13/09/09)

2008-09-12T12:21:00.000-07:00

"Sometimes you never know what you have been missing all along in your life, till you find it"

Note To Myself ( 30/06/08)

2008-06-30T10:24:00.000-07:00

"Its amazing how, many a times, screwed up things gets better, and that too without anyone doing anything about it. I think sometimes, doing nothing at all and following a "Let it be" approach is the best one.

Time is indeed the best healer for most of the diseases."

Notes to Myself(22/05/08)

2008-05-21T12:09:00.000-07:00

"I have learned from my experiences in the past that i regret not-doing(or not-saying) things, which i should have, more than doing(or saying) things which i shouldn't have.

And I am so glad that atleast i try each and everytime i feel my heart is right rather than giving up without even trying even if i end up making a complete fool of myself"

Notes to Myself (15/05/08)

2008-05-15T06:22:00.000-07:00

"Events from the last few days have strengthened my belief in Karma. What goes around certainly comes around. If you think your life is in mess, do look under your shirt and you will find the reason for the same."

Notes To Myself (12/05/08)

2008-05-12T18:32:00.000-07:00

"Hey jude, dont make it bad.Take a sad song and make it better........"
"And anytime you feel the pain, hey jude, refrain,Dont carry the world upon your shoulders.For well you know that its a fool who plays it cool By making his world a little colder...." - Lines from the Song "Hey Jude" by Beatles

These are lines from one of the most magical song. Everytime i am feeling down, this song lifts up my spirit.Each and everytime.

Notes to Myself (02/05/08)

2008-05-02T10:39:00.000-07:00

"While discussing about the movie "Eternal sunshine of the Spotless Mind", a friend of mine told me how she wished she could delete some bad memories from her brain. Thinking about it, i don't want to delete any of my old memories. I am what i am today because of all the good and the bad things happened to me in the past, and i embrace each one of those memories equally, irrespective of weither i was left hurted or felt elated because of it.

Life is most beautiful with all its colors, including the darker ones :) "

Notes to myself (16/04/08)

2008-04-16T13:49:00.000-07:00

"Even after spending more than 25 years in this seemingly selfish world, I am stupid enough to believe that inherently, all human beings are nice.

And I guess I will stick with my beliefs for the time being."

Notes to myself (12/04/08)

2008-04-12T11:04:00.000-07:00

"A completely selfless deed is one of the hardest thing to do in this world, i guess doing something close enough to it should be good enough for now.

Atleast i tried and it did made a difference to someone's life."

Notes to myself (02/04/08)

2008-04-02T10:55:00.000-07:00

"Last night i sat on the roof of my building with my guitar working on a song i have started liking. For those 3 hours, i was completely engrossed in the music, forgetting everything else around me.

It once again reminded me of how good life can be if you just concentrate on things that are important to you. But i guess sometimes, you need to care about others and what other thinks. The worst thing being, sometimes you need to care about what other thinks of you.

But anyhow, i will once again start giving more time for things that are important to me: Music, Writing, Movies, Photography and Theatre."

Notes to myself (27/03/08)

2008-03-27T10:49:00.000-07:00

"Yesterday i heard a couple of my work buddies discussing about a woman(whom i know only through mails) who very recently got married. They were discussing how bad her husband looks in front of her and even showed me a couple of their marriage pics. I was disgusted to hear them make comments on her personal life but somehow controlled my urge to speak and remained silent(yes i am learning this art of keeping mum).

I wish people were more sensitive towards others, or atleast respect other person's choice, especially when it is not going to effect your life. I admit, even i am slightly brainwashed, but i am trying really hard to recover.

Beauty is afterall much more than what our eyes can see."

Notes to myself (17/03/08)

2008-03-17T13:31:00.000-07:00

"Timing is the key to everything. Knowing what to say when & when to say what, and more importantly knowing when to keep silence is the greatest skill anyone can have.

I know i have posted this before also in my blog, but after this weekend, i am sure its worth posting it twice.

Why don't i ever listen to myself before speaking.....darnnnn. "

Notes to myself (03/03/08)

2008-03-02T22:05:00.000-08:00

"Nothing in this world, thats worth having, comes easy. Love, Friendship, Money, That great body you always wanted......

Life is hard, get used to it. "

Notes to myself (21/02/08)

2008-02-21T07:55:00.000-08:00

"Life is surely tough, but i have realized long ago that i am even tougher"

Note to myself (02/01/08)

2008-01-02T14:23:00.000-08:00

"Its all about priorities, some chooses career over life, some love over career and some life over love.

But the important thing is to know your priorities and choose accordingly. The happiness after all is a collection of all the choices we had made in the past and the present, and the coherence of these choices with the priorities of our life.

All i can do right now is to hope that i am making the right choices"

Note to myself (07/12/07)

2007-12-07T13:10:00.000-08:00

People believes that only living things has emotions. But even inanimate things can feel. Everything has feelings even my coffee mug has feelings.

How does it feels? Mostly 'full and warm' in the morning and 'empty and used' in the evening.

Note to myself (13/11/07)

2007-11-12T11:47:00.000-08:00

"Timing is the key to everything. Knowing what to say when & when to say what, and more importantly knowing when to keep silence is the greatest skill anyone can have.

I am still learning this art. Hopefuly it will not be too late."

Note to myself (2/11/07)

2007-11-02T14:13:00.000-07:00

"I actually enjoys my ride from my home to my office everyday. Today, it was the worst of the traffic jam, but i still had a smile on my face.

I may just be the happiest person on the world, or atleast i was on the bus today."

Note to myself (31/10/07)

2007-10-30T11:00:00.000-07:00

"Sometimes, the thing you least expected, and never wanted in the first place, turns out to be the thing you always wanted in you life, but just never knew about it."

Note to myself (23/10/07)

2007-10-23T13:54:00.000-07:00

"The trick is not to worry too much about things which will have no impact on your life two years from now."

Note to myself (15/10/07)

2007-10-15T12:35:00.000-07:00

"I think it was extremely unfair on my part, to expect her to understand me completely, when even after spending a good 25 years with myself, i still haven't figured out myself, even a bit.

And i think its going to take a lot more time."

Note to myself (8/10/07)

2007-10-08T02:25:00.000-07:00

"Life is by no mean perfect, but somehow still when it comes to Love, everyone starts looking for perfections, for that perfect Love and that perfet Lover who understands you completely.What most people fails to realize is that like life, Love can also be imperfect and yet beautiful.

Afterall all you need, to create a perfect love, is a bit of tolerance and a lot of belief"

Note to myself (3/10/07)

2007-10-03T02:30:00.000-07:00

"Every weekday morning, I take the last seat of the same infy bus at 7:50 from the same spot near my house. I try to sleep there for an hour in the traffic jam, listening to the same collection of music in my mobile, looking at the same familiar faces of the strangers both inside and outside the bus. I swipe in everyday smiling at the security guard whose name i still don't know, checks my inbox for mails and fwds and at 9:15 everyday i goes out for my breakfast which is a glass of mausambi juice on most days.

Life here in bangalore is like a Deza-vu, everyday !!!"

Note to myself (27/9/07)

2007-09-27T03:43:00.000-07:00

“I see dead peoples. Every day I see them, but they themselves don’t know that they are dead.”

Note to myself (26/9/07)

2007-09-26T16:00:00.000-07:00

“Last week I gave 50 Rs note to a handicap old women begging on the road, and today when I went out for a movie with my friend, a complete stranger came and gave me a 100 Rs gift coupon for the cinema eat-out, telling me to enjoy.

The movie inside the hall sucked big times but I guess the movie outside the hall is a very well written script with lots of improvisations.”

Note to myself (23/9/07)

2007-09-23T11:45:00.000-07:00

“The time taken to cross BTM and reach Silk Board is maximum on Mondays and reduces gradually to minimum on Friday. I am least interested in coming to office on Monday and am usually happy on Friday morning in anticipation of the weekend. I wonder if there is any connection between the two.

The distance is constant, so is the space stretching into the fourth dimension, thereby, stretching the time along with it? Is it possible that the speed of the traffic is constant but seems more slow on Monday because of this stretching of time? After all times flies when you are happy”

“Reminder: Throw away the books on abstract physics this weekend”

Note to myself (21/9/07)

2007-09-21T13:02:00.000-07:00

“I have very recently realized that I always falls for girls with lots of passion inside her, no matter what she is passionate about.
And I used to think that it was all random before yesterday”

Note to myself (18/9/07)

2007-09-18T11:21:00.000-07:00

“I really hate the people who do nothing to make their life better and in the end blame everything to God, destiny, fate and stars. I mean hello, its not destiny its Karma that defines your life. But these people would rather spend 14 hours a day working for their project, then 2 hours working for what they actually want in their life.

And I don’t even feel sorry for them.”

Note to myself (11/9/07)

2007-09-11T13:54:00.000-07:00

“Life makes some people really tough.
Or is it the other way around?”

Note to myself (6/9/07)

2007-09-06T15:55:00.000-07:00

“Its really strange to see people giving up so easily, specially on the matter which will effect their life forever. I mean what more important, debugging a screwed up excel sheet or debugging your screwed up love life.”

Note to myself (1/9/07)

2007-09-01T14:56:00.000-07:00

“All girls, on an average, are similar”

Note to myself (29/8/07)

2007-08-29T03:57:00.000-07:00

“Small-small events have the potential to change your life tremendously. I guess I already knew it but after getting the whole script on my hand, its more clearer now.”

Note to myself (23/8/07)

2007-08-23T11:04:00.000-07:00

“Knowing what you want in your life is not necessarily always a good thing. The main reason why I am still single is because I know exactly what I am looking for”

The First Post

2007-08-23T11:00:00.000-07:00

I have created this blog to dump all the random and mostly weird thoughts that I gets. These may seem meaningless to the second person but has in many ways effected my life.

This is my journey, and these thoughts represents my struggle to become a better person